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[04 May 2007|12:06pm]
i hate my body right now. so muscular and thick. ive gained fat too. i want my control back.

today is my first day of work. which is cool bc then ill actually have money.

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[16 Jul 2006|10:01pm]
im at muggz right now so if youre my friend from ohio pleeeassee call me bc i lost everyones number and i am seriously bored. like really ya'll

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[03 Jul 2006|12:00am]
[ mood | serene ]

¡he decidido hacer mi última entrada en el español! esto sorbe esto algunos de ustedes costumbre ser capaz de leerlo, pero lo que sólo significa que usted chupa. realmente. ¡entonces me gradué de la escuela secundaria de Long Beach y todavía trabajo en winn-dixie. soy ahora un sostenedor de licencia expirado orgulloso! y sí finalmente me registré de nuevo para el ACTO. he encontrado a tantas nuevas personas ya que el verano comenzó y ha sido loco, pero diversión. quiero alejar y ser sólo otra cara en la muchedumbre en algún sitio. ¿San Antonio con un cierto esquimal?: ¡) quién sabe!




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hi im lindsay and im a cocaine addict [17 Feb 2006|02:45pm]
i just returned from drug rehab.

i have an NA meeting today at four.

i fucked up again but i dont want to go into it.

now i have to start my 30 days over again i feel like such a liar and disappointment. i wish my family was as understanding as the people in my meetings.

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[13 Jan 2006|11:08am]
been kinda busy lately- school , appointments, work work work! :sighs: i just wana get some coffee , relax and shop a little. is that so much to ask?

justin and i talked at 4:00am this morning bc we both couldnt sleep. it was a nice little conversation :)i almost missed the bus again.

i have to get braces. but its ok bc my dads willing to pay the extra moneyto get me the clear kind so i dont look like a complete retard.

my therapist said i looked thin... which i think is bullshit. but w/e

this semester is almost done yay!

i have to work today- blahhh.

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if you comment DO NOT post anonymous or i will be very angry. [06 Jan 2006|11:26am]
YOU GET TO ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS:
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No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless
I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
Repost this to see what others ask you...
IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT

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[25 Dec 2005|11:31am]
115 bitches!(it doesnt feel like it though) i never thought id be happy to say that bc its so far away from what i want to be but i know i can make my goals!! go me! i really need this for christmas.

so i got :
$350
iPod docking station
iPod transmitter (for car radios)
a coffee mug (it says kiss my tiara lol)
tjmaxx giftcard
gadzooks giftcard

last night i bought a coloring book and crayons to keep me occupied today. its a disney princesses. also im rereading wasted bc its such a good book. well i hope everyone had a merry christmas!!

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lalaloo! [23 Dec 2005|09:15am]
nicole richie is the cutest thing ever!

ok so i had 3 doughnuts and i feel like a total heffer why did i do that? why? ive been doing so well. im still 116 which sucks ass but i WILL be at least 113 by new years. 3lbs is totally doable right? and then 110 by the end of january. then 105 before prom and ill be all done yay!

goin shopping with justin today woohoo!i need to get my dad and stepmom their gifts eeek! always last minute thats me.

is anyone up for a goal weight by new years? comment if you are.

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[14 Dec 2005|10:05am]
i finished wasted ! omg so good.

i made a 90 on my impromtu debate today. i know i sucked ! i didnt really have anything to go on and i have a 96 in that class so im not gonna sweat it.

i totally filled out one of those angel tree things (not thinking anyone would actually pick me) and apparently someone did bc they gave me a sheet today in first period to go pick it up on saturday! i kinda feel bad bc i didnt lose everything but then again i dont bc we didnt qualify for fema money bc my parents make too money so this is kinda like getting a little fema check right? what do ya'll think? should i take what they give me or give it away? (god i really want to keep it!)

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[09 Dec 2005|08:47pm]
Nic is moving back to ms and he's on his way now yay! ive missed him! cant wait to chill.

my hands are so dry i need some LOtion.

i need new fUGGs .. the ones i have now are getting nasty like really.

its so fucking cold outside OMG OMG OMG OMG

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[07 Dec 2005|01:28pm]
all you ever wanted was love but you never looked hard enough .its never gonna give itself up .all you ever wanted to be , living in perfect symmetry

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[06 Dec 2005|09:13am]
im off restriction!! call away! hell yea bitches.

girls from my communities if u read this please comment bc i need a buddy if u know what i mean.

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[01 Dec 2005|11:15am]
finally losing my katrina weight thankgod. going back to normal feels so good.

i hate being grounded. oh well at least i get the me time i needed. and i im getting more school work done . i also have to sort through a closets work of shit half of it is not even mine but oh well!

later kids

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[30 Nov 2005|11:24am]
so im grounded bc i got caught smoking weed. how retarded. no phone(that i pay for!!) , tv, computer (im at school) ,or going out . i have no idea for how long either thats the real sucky part.

also, me and justin are no longer dating. i guess i saw that one coming. who wants a girlfriend when they go away to college? idk i just thought we might be different. :shrugs:

after this week i only have two weeks of school then im our for the hols im so excited. i really need to go c-mas shopping.

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[26 Nov 2005|02:10pm]
i finally got my nicole richie book : the truth about diamonds!!!! im so excited its actually really well written i wonder if she had help writing it? i also got my american eagle jeans and shirt. im so glad the jeans fit so i dont have to return them . oh ! i went shopping yesterday and i finally found that balenciaga lookalike motorcycle bag!! im so fuckin excited its gold and totally hot. i also bought a long knit jacket and some clinque makeup- eyeshadow, lipstick and i got black eyeliner for free bc im the shit like that.lol jk.

nicole richie is the new mk for me. not that i dont still love mk but things change you know? (wow did i just sound like a valley girl in this entry?forgive me please.)

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lets take a breath jump over the side [24 Nov 2005|10:22pm]
what if you should decide that you dont want me there by your side that you dont want me there in your life?

how can you know it if you dont even try?

every step that you take could be your biggest mistake, it could bend or break but thats the risk that you take.

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[19 Nov 2005|02:38pm]
justins coming home for thanksgiving!!!! im so excited! he called me drunk last night it was kinda cute. :) he'll be working most of the time hes here but at least ill get to hang out with him on thursday. i miss that boy so much.i love that boy so much. muah sweetie!

i think im finally starting to lose that 10lbs i gained after katrina. fuck MRE's man. i got really depressed after the storm and gained these horrible ten lbs and im determined to lose them dammit!

me= chillin on my day off yay!

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tears stream down your face when you lose something you cant replace [13 Nov 2005|08:14am]
ive seen new mk pictures and ive never felt so disgusted to see her. i miss the old her. :(

i have to work today from 4 to 9:45 or so. i dont really care though. i dont have anything better to do.

i miss my sister. shes been my best friend , shes always stood by me like no one ever has and sometimes i cry just thinking about her.

lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and i will try to fix you

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[25 Oct 2005|03:36pm]
justins birthday was yesterday i got him the adam sandler snl dvd, sin city and $30 towards his MP3 player. tonight hes coming home to eat at the Lookout 49 with his family i think im going with them. it was so cute going to parent's day at the teke house.

i have been feeling especially exhausted lately . i never have time to have fun. i always have money but nothing to spend it on and no time to spend it!! i need a license like bad.

homecoming is coming up soon and i cant wait! im gonna be so cold in my dress!! i already know how im gonna do my hair or maybe i should go get it done? idk ill ask my dad

ew. i think i just heard my stepmom flirting with the insurance adjustor and hes not even cute. things that make ya go UUGGHHHH!!! lol

does anyone even read this stupid thing anymore? comment if u do.

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who can answer this? [15 Oct 2005|10:54pm]
i have no idea whats goin on with me. fat? yes. disgusted to look at myself in the mirror? yes. want to cry when i step on the scale ? hell yes. and i know this is all my fault. i just want to be perfect is that so much to ask?

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